Sunny morning run :
- distance : 5,4 km
- time       : 33 minutes 24 seconds


Thoughts ...


What if i don t know what i want to do ?
Why don t you know what you want to do ?
...
I ve been offered a place to teach in India at a moment when i was doing something i enjoyed doing.
and ?
...this made me undecided.
Why ?
Because i once read this :


“When someone seeks," said Siddhartha, "then it easily happens that his eyes see only the thing that he seeks, and he is able to find nothing, to take in nothing because he always thinks only about the thing he is seeking, because he has one goal, because he is obsessed with his goal. Seeking means: having a goal. But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal.”
― Hermann Hesse

Did you believe it ?

I believed it.

Why ?

I believed it because i feared that i won t find anything along my path, because i thought that i have a goal with what i was doing at the moment. But the very second i thought about it that way, i started to look at the India offer as a place where i would find something ... that way a goal has been born and along with that a wrong perspective too and my sadness.

Are you ready to face your fear of not finding anything ?

I might be :)